Beautiful dreamer, wake unto me,
Starlight and dewdrops are waiting for thee;
Sounds of the rude world heard in the day,
Lull'd by the moonlight have all pass'd away
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Thursday, February 23, 2006
haix i guess my mum jux dun understand wad i actualli wan..i dun have a choice now..i hatta go to nj..cuz i spoke to her..n its clear tt she wans me there..gt a scoldin from her..i realli dun understand y she alwiz sae tt she dun interfere with our choices since secondary school..but is it e truth??its so obvious tt she wans me there..sae a few more words n she actualli scolded me n sae i sure its cuz of frenz so dun wanna leave aj..its nt..its realli nt..its jux for my own future..i feel like i have been takin my sister's footsteps all along..pri school to jc..i jux merely followed her path..i realli wanna make my own choice..but i cant afford to take up e risk..cuz i know if i stay in aj n dun do well..it means trouble for me..haix sometimes life is jux nt in my own control..i wanna join council is cuz i wan e scholarship..n i think council will realli help..but she dun understand at all..insteads scold me n sae wad go school shud go study join wad stupid council play onli..haix..life's realli difficult..i m too tired to rebark back anymore..cuz i know theres no use de..sometimes feel tt i realli cant take it anymore..i m tired le..realli realli tired of everythin..