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Monday, February 27, 2006
haix things do happen for a reason rite..but i guess sometimes i jux dun c e reason..its hard..its realli difficult..things are jux beyond my control..y cant it jux turn out e wae i want it to?..m i expectin too much?..i dunno..realli dunno..haix i dunno wad i m doin is right nt..y do i alwiz tend to put up a strong front in front of others..m i realli as happi as how ppl view me..i guess nt..but somehow i wud jux rather brighten up someone else's dae den share with them my sorrow..y m i such a joker n alwiz entertain ppl n make them laugh?..e reason is simple..i jux love to c e happiness n smiles on e faces of e ppl around me..regardless of my mood....
Left a note @ 11:03 PM
Sunday, February 26, 2006
hehe jux home from e bbq of 0806..so sorrie tt i made e ppl walk so much..feel kinda bad..cuz e bbq pit was v far away from e bus stop we alight..den we sactualli shud have taken to downtown east which is so much nearer to our pit den to pasir ris park..so stupid of me didnt check properly..sorrie oh ppl=P hehe e food i guess was still quite enuff ba..at least i can c e ppl had fun..took photots..our pdg tutor came oso..hope everyone realli enjoyed themselves..n e chocolates n e thing i made..though it was nth much also..but hope u all like it k=) we went rollerbladin oso..den i actualli manage to be able to move in 15 min..lolx but nt realli gd at it though..think is cuz i know how to ice skate abit ma so jiu easier..had fun with everyone..so funni ppl fallin down n stuff..but it was realli a great time..n though i realli tired from runnin around e whole dae lookin for places..but e happiness n smiles i c on my frenz faces are worthwhile readi..jux like to c ppl around me happi!so peeps take care oh..stay happi n smilez alwiz!!
Left a note @ 12:03 AM
Thursday, February 23, 2006
haix i guess my mum jux dun understand wad i actualli wan..i dun have a choice now..i hatta go to nj..cuz i spoke to her..n its clear tt she wans me there..gt a scoldin from her..i realli dun understand y she alwiz sae tt she dun interfere with our choices since secondary school..but is it e truth??its so obvious tt she wans me there..sae a few more words n she actualli scolded me n sae i sure its cuz of frenz so dun wanna leave aj..its nt..its realli nt..its jux for my own future..i feel like i have been takin my sister's footsteps all along..pri school to jc..i jux merely followed her path..i realli wanna make my own choice..but i cant afford to take up e risk..cuz i know if i stay in aj n dun do well..it means trouble for me..haix sometimes life is jux nt in my own control..i wanna join council is cuz i wan e scholarship..n i think council will realli help..but she dun understand at all..insteads scold me n sae wad go school shud go study join wad stupid council play onli..haix..life's realli difficult..i m too tired to rebark back anymore..cuz i know theres no use de..sometimes feel tt i realli cant take it anymore..i m tired le..realli realli tired of everythin..
Left a note @ 10:21 PM
Wednesday, February 22, 2006
hmmm kinda busi these few daes..but life is great..in terra ogf..terra ogfs rox..hehe all quite enthu n on de..den out elemental master is izhar!!haha he quite nice de..but he alwiz look so lost..i still dunno if i wan appeal back to aj..cuz i like e council here..n e ppl here..but even if i appeal also dunno will get in not leh..haix so xian..jux back from netball trainin todae..before tt gt council immersion..after netball jiu went eat with zhaoqi n shuqi..feels nice chattin with those two gals..will miss them de!realli dead beat manx..todae so blur forget to bring phone todae..but nvm la still can survive without phone..gotta go bath le..take care peeps=)
Left a note @ 8:20 PM
Sunday, February 19, 2006
haix i m so stressed manx..can my mum jux stop comparin me n my sister..yar i know who's smart pretty n everythin..jux stop comparin us..i m tired n sick of it..i m in a dilemma..its so difficult to make a choice..i realli dunno wad to do..i so scared i will regret e choice i make in future..nj is a school with better results..but i wan to be in somewhere whr i can outshine n stand out from e rest..i dun wannna to jux be an ordinary student..i wan leadership roles..i wan get a scholarship in future..can someone jux tell me whr i shud go??its so difficult to make a choice..everyone has been tellin me differerent things..i know e decision still lies with me..but....yar its realli hard..realli realli hard.. by e wae..loads work piling on me..e previous two daes had ogf workshop..tml muz bring cousin to movie..tue muz do e flag thing..wed gg for netball..thurs pe till 6.15..fridae also busi..sat gg queensway with sharon den after tt go class bbq..haix..my week is packed..i need a break manx..haven study for tml's test..haix..
Left a note @ 9:46 PM
wa this weekend i so busi sia gt loads n loads of things to do..i m enjoyin life rite now though..bein single means more time with my frenz n family..tts somethin great..i decided readi..i gg nj..though nobodi give comments also de so sad..lolx no la talk to my pdg tutor..he told me he think i shud go to nj..he thinks i have e ability to stretch myself even further over there..although i might feel comfortable in aj..but i will do even better if i go nj..so decided to take his advice lo..yar but realli v cant bear to leave my frenz n e ppl in aj..council..ogf workshop..S0806..hoja..i miss all of ya all!!!haix but one still has to moves on de ba i guess..yupx so still live everydae to its fullest!!life's hard..but no matter how hard it takes..try to face it with a smile k peeps.. e ogf workshop was fun..refresh me bout e dance steps..izhar our elemental master..he quite nice..den think his dance is realli gd lo..haha we played games too..terra ogfs all nt bad quite fun ppl..miss hoja..e daes durin 01 whr we cheered so much n had so much fun tgtr..i will be leavin le..but i do hope u guys will enjoy urself durin 02 de k..jiayou oh everyone=) hehe gotta go do my work le..have 2 tests nx week..n a pile of hw waitin for me..take care peeps!
Left a note @ 1:39 AM
Wednesday, February 15, 2006
haix after crashin njc todae..i m havin second thoughts..shud i actualli go nj or shud i stay in aj??yar registration is over..but wonderin if i want to appeal..give me some comments..i realli v fan..
Left a note @ 9:05 PM
i register readi..gg nj..yupx my frenz all there..n i crashin tml..gt abit she bu de aj n e ppl..but den..still think i shud go nj ba..sharon came over ytd..had so much fun with her..we will be e best of frenz forever..love her so much..jux feel so comfortable with her around..realli hope we can be in e same sch..but too bad cant..nvm look forward to uni ba..todae vdae..happi vdae frenz!!!dun have sch todae..think i miss out e fun stuff in sch..buts its okie la.. haix still wonderin..m i actualli doin e right thing?i dunno wads wrong with me..y m i bein bad..i realli dunno..but i feel like givin up..guess shud take some time off ba..still feel tt theres somethin wrong..guess onli sharon will know wad i talkin bout..its hard to decide n make choices..cause choices have consequences..i jux scare tt i will regret after i give up..
Left a note @ 12:42 AM
Sunday, February 12, 2006
oh my gosh my class guys are so sweet n romantic manx!!!ytd class bbq..e guys actualli all came tgtr for a surprise for e gals..gt balloons rose n a photo of e class for each of e gal..so damn sweet manx..den they use candles n make a heart shape..den light up..its realli v v nice..so touchin..4/7 guys rox manx..i will rmb u ppl forever de..thanx for all e memories for e past yrs..though sometimes scolded by me la..but thanx everyone in 4/7..u all have been e best classmates..love ya ppl!! haven decide between nj n aj..guess i will choose nj ba..but abit dun realli bear to leave e ppl in aj..haix..sad sad so hard to choose de..tml sharon comin over my house to study...yuppie!!miss her loads manx..think we gt loads to talk..jux feel so comfortable with her around..
Left a note @ 8:24 PM
Friday, February 10, 2006
hehe yeah here i m!!i gotten my results readi=) n yar i m damn happi..lolx for L1R5 i gt 7!!!!hahahax i think i realli is damn tyco de lo..nt i smart..but quite disappointed with my sc results..think back den realise actualli i didnt work hard for o lvl lo..wad an idiot i m rite..but nvm i m gg work hard for my a lvl from now on le..lolx i wan straight As!..anyway todae before go get results went out with sharon..we went pastamania eat..den bought another of his present..n sharon's vdae present..lolx i realli broke le lo!!todae spent 50 bucks ah..cham readi la realli poor now..practicalli left with nth..dunno how i gg to survive also..den after tt pei sharon collect her pay..den jiu went back sch le..on e wae back to sch i started to get nervous..realli scared..den sat in e sch hall at 2.30..new principal started talkin..followed by mr ang n mrs tan..by tt time e anxiousity in e hall wad damn tense up le..i also v scared..saw e average msg for e sch eng n chem were like 3..i was thinkin shit this time sure die readi..scared till i actualli cried even before i gt e results manx..so scary..den i cried after i gt e results oso..yeah can go enjoy my six daes holidae le!!yuppie!!so happie lo..well done to all peeps who did well..n to those who arent happi with theirm results..dun be too upset k..jiayou jiayou jiayou..u all sure can do better nx time de..dun give up n continue to work hard oh..take care ppl!!
Left a note @ 11:33 PM
Wednesday, February 08, 2006
hmmm todae nothin much..school super slack..had one hour of maths lecture..mr seow was abit lame n crappy..after tt suppose to have 2 hrs of physics prac de..but den we had half an hour of test..after tt jiu have half an hour of plane flyin..n tt mr chan actualli release us le..he super slack la..become one hr of lesson onli..lolx n u know wad..my group actualli won e plane flyin competition!!but we did our paper plane in like less den 10min lo..super tyco sia..somemore is this mornin den do de..lolx all thanx to me who make e plane n sameer who flew it..hehe jux kiddin la all also gt credit de nt onli me..but i dunno how my grp gonna do when in e semi finals lo..hahahax tt time den sae lo..after tt jiu wait till 2.30 for e council immersion thingy..lasted till bout 4..haha i in aj idol tt adhort..jules aqilah nuurun suting also..sounds like fun stuff..den after tt jiu stay at ohanna do my maths tutorial till bout 7..den jiu went home le.. anyway i m abit sick readi..throat v xin ku..kinda itchy..den vomitted jux now..xian..den damn tired from a whole dae in school..feelin awful now..feel like vomitin agn..kkz better stop here before i vomit on my computer table..take care peeps..gd luck for results!
Left a note @ 8:31 PM
Monday, February 06, 2006
hahahax kkz i shall update readi..recently v lazi to update leh..oh manx fridae jiu release of o level results le leh..cham ah..quite scared of my language n humanities leh..hope wont do too badly n at least can stay in ajc ba..if can go njc will be better la..also dunno..haix realli quite worried n pressurised ah..stressed..pray hard for me oh..anyway chinese new yr was over in a flash..this yr de quite xian lo..nt tt much hongbao..but nvm i shall be satisfied with wad i have=) den relatives from cambodia came..brought them to c fireworks, merlion, esplanade,fountain of wealth etc..had a busi week..den over e weekends went to watch fearless..was a nice show..jux now watch fun with dick n jane..quite funni la..but no content..but well its a comedy ma.. haix think e nx time i blog shud be e release of o lvl results le..lets hope u ppl will c gd news nx time u visit this blog..pray hard for me oh!!!i wan gd results!!!!!